Granted

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I’m not obligated. I’m already hurt so I need some time to cool off; to have my own space. Stop making me obligated.

Been rather grateful for my current semester classmates as well as my previous semester classmates for being my only company and everything these days. Thank God that I’m up to my neck with my PP Poster and with UT’s ongoing at this point of time so I wouldn’t have too much time on mind to 胡思乱想. Trying to preoccupy myself a lot. I want to friends out for movie dates and dinner dates but I’m rather lacking of money these days; my birthday “ang bao” money also seems to be used up 七七八八 already. Counting down to the days for the upcoming holidays.

Had our Systems Analysis & Design (S.A.D) UT just now; wasn’t too bad as I expected; but almost slept whilst doing it; kind of sleepy. Classmates are really nice; and we’re growing closer as each day passes. Breakouts with previous semester classmates were also fun and lessens the wrinkles on my face.

Am really glad to meet Davin today by coincidence at the Agora Hall today; quick chitchat with him; totally misses him to the core; please go dating with me real soon alright love?

Alright, nothing much to blog; so ciaos dear all.

Birthday (Part III)

Happy 19th Birthday to myself and to the many people who’re born on this lucky date. May you dear people enjoy your birthday and grow in wisdom and maturity :D

Didn’t start off my day very well; seemed to well in so much self-bitterness, resentment and an aura of moodiness just seemed to follow me everywhere I went. Extreme exhaustiveness seemed to bring me down; met up with Charis, Zhenghao, Benjamin and Jeremy at Food Haven in school; then chit chat awhile before Charis and I went to meet Cuiting; then on to Koufu for lunch. Then Edwin finally came; you totally owe us big time mister. Then us foursome when to the library to do our PP Poster; finally finished everything; total accomplishment. Then soon Elaine came; but having Charis and Cuiting to leave thereafter. Then us threesome continued; but more onto chitchatting and playing games. Poor Edwin only finally a page only; after four hours of sitting there and stoning. *sticks out tongue*

Met Zhenghao at the library, chatted awhile then he left. Then soon Edwin also left; then Elaine cabbed me down to Causeway together. Then I trained back to Yishun to meet my mummy and siblings.

Had dinner at Swensens with them; my treat. Then home. Caught Singapore Idol on teevee; damn upset that Faizal got “outted”. Then mummy got me a cake so celebrated with cake when my dad came home.

Day pretty much (L) though this headache’s damn killing me. And finally; dear Yu Shun remembered; and thanks to SO MANY lovable people who remembered my birthday and bothered to wish me either via text or Facebook or face to face or celebrated my birthday for me. This year; I’m so grateful to everyone. (L)

Birthday Celebration (Part II)

Many thanks to my adorable les, Du Jiaxi, for the present and the cake and for organizing the celebration.

Thanks Liew ZH. for treating me.

Thanks Charis, Jeremy, Xianwen and Eric for joining together for the dinner.

You guys are much loved (L)

Sunday(15th November):

Celebrated my birthday in advance with relatives; they treated my family and I(with the exclusion of my dad) to dinner at Suki Sushi at AMK Broadway. Food wasn’t too bad; caught up a little with relatives but I was too exhaused to enjoy much. Happy that I was rewarded with tons of “ang bao” money; so am going to save em’ up. 

Monday(16th November):

Nothing much; dead tired day thanks to PHP codes, spent my day mostly with Sammy and Eric. Slacked at MOS Burger after school with them.

Tuesday(17th November):

Lessons interesting but exhaustingly sleepy; usual day in school but had short revision session with few classmates and our S.A.D facilitator. Then met Eric go bus down to Causeway to meet favorites who helped to celebrate my birthday for me. Simple but loved. Dinner at Pizza Hut.

Birthday Gathering

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Millions of thanks to Charis for the red wine; thanks to Siti Nana for strumming the guitar for me especially; thanks to those who had to overpay due to those frigging screw-ups.
Most importantly; thanks to Edmund Chua, Gloria, Eric, Chinyang, Jeremy Ong, Edmund Kwek, Leeteng, Junior, Mingfeng, Charis, Zhenghao, Benjamin, Jie Jing, Tomi, Soohoon, Cuiting, Siti Nana, Nouru and Sammy for  coming and making my day. (L)

Saturday (14th November):

Despite having quite a number of incidents and dumb screw-ups happening here and there; many a time of emotional breakdowns I had; however I’m glad to say that I’d enjoyed my birthday gathering a lot thanks to the people who made it happened.

Waited for Gloria and Edmund.C at Bugis MRT Station for quite long; cause I arrived too early. Happy that I got to bump into Davin there, quick conversation with him; not to mention that I finally got to talk to him (kind of sad that he couldn’t come in the end for the gathering). Edmund.C soon came then went to Illuma to supposedly queue to buy the movie tickets but sadly none available anymore; so when Gloria arrived we three went to Bugis Shaw to buy the tickets instead for the 3pm slot; then over to the coffeshop opposite for their lunch. Then back to the cinema to catch our movie.

We caught “2012” which I must say is an amazingly nice movie with wonderful effects. Sadly, I hate Shaw cinemas; had to totally sit straight in order to see the movie cause the seats were too high and I was too short. But still, I’d totally recommend this movie to friends cause its hell damn good. It is kind of scary to actually imagine the end of the world.

After the movie, we were late to meet up with Sammy and Nouru but then we did. The few of us then went over to Fish & Co. for an early dinner; which was wrapped up rather quickly cause we had to rush down to Blu Jaz; supposedly to confirm our reservations. Shared the Seafood Platter with Sammy; food was damn filling and good; both of us couldn’t even finish it. After dinner, Sammy, Nouru and I cabbed down to Blu Jaz whilst Gloria and Edmund.C went to pick Eric up.

Upon reaching Blu Jaz, Jeremy, Benjamin and Jiejing came; then Eric, Edmund.C and Gloria. Sadly, the place was totally fucked up and our reservations got screwed; so we’d decided to go someplace else for drinks. Ended up in Ambrosia, an Arabian kind of café-cum-lounge-cum-bar?

Ambrosia has a wonderful ambience, but too many screw-ups there. Anyway, later on more arrived; shared Towers amongst us; the food weren’t too good though; then some “sheesha’ed”. Siti strummed the guitar for us then we sang along; Nouru, Sammy and Eric were too high; totally what the hell; later on we left due to the screw-ups.

By then, there were only Charis, Tomi, Zhenghao, Eric, Cuiting, Soohoon, Siti, Nouru, Gloria and myself. On to TD2 for continuation of drinks; the place was kind of sleazy; sides mostly Thai people inside; so I wouldn’t say I liked it a lot. Rather preferred chilling out and dishing with Gloria outside the disco; talking about life. Met some Yishun Town senior; who approached us; then later on Soohoon got overly high which was really funny; in fact everyone seemed to be little extreme already. Managed to stay there till about 3am plus then Cuiting’s friend sent us girls home via his car. Then I was dropped off last; but the two of them were sweet; they sent me up to my doorstep.

I really enjoyed myself a lot dear friends; thanks a lot for everything (L)

Dip

Everything in my life is taking a major dip; I can’t seem to find anything that’s worth being happy about. I’ve got a lot of things I just feel like bursting out but it’ll be mentioned only in my private blog.

Lessons are way dry but Felix always manages to make things fun for us; tough too.

Having UT later but shit I feel so darn sleepy right now; can barely open my eyes; not sure how am I going to survive through the UT man?

I love Yu Shun many many because he’s my “everything” I’ve got for now. Thanks for being my support for being my encouragement for being my dear friend through it all. I appreciate everything; but I’ll appreciate it more if you find time to date me out.

Alright, ciaos.